Expectations
He asked me if I've made up my mind to give out this relationship of ours. I didn't reply him. I don't know what to say. I'm too scared to get into another relationship. The feeling of being loved is great. You know he or she will there with you through the ups and downs. It all feels nice. Than quarrels will follow. Tears, Hurt and finally betrayal. The result of all these is a break up..
To start a relationship all over again, is tough. Maybe its because I'm asking too much. He always say that I'm selfish. Which girl won't be selfish towards love. I'm not like certain girls, who control their boyfriends. I can't give him the sense of secure and trust. It might be I don't trust myself enough.
There are times in which I will miss the feeling of being loved, but I don't want to hurt any guy I love anymore. I'll be taking up another job to repay my debts and be financially secure.
If your curious about what kind of relationship I want, here's the description:
#1) I want the sense of secure and romance
#2) I won't care if my boyfriend is loaded or poor
#3) He has to be able to joke, but it comes to being serious he must know how to behave.
#4) Respect my family culture and tradition
#5) Must be able to know when to pamper me
#6) Have to think of the positive
#7) Love me for who I am
#8) Respect my dreams/ ideas
#9) Know when I'm serious about my dreams and when I'm joking about my dreams
#10) Know what's the right word to say when I'm down.
High expectations right? With all these expectations, I'll be a lone ranger. It doesn't matter much to me anymore.
To start a relationship all over again, is tough. Maybe its because I'm asking too much. He always say that I'm selfish. Which girl won't be selfish towards love. I'm not like certain girls, who control their boyfriends. I can't give him the sense of secure and trust. It might be I don't trust myself enough.
There are times in which I will miss the feeling of being loved, but I don't want to hurt any guy I love anymore. I'll be taking up another job to repay my debts and be financially secure.
If your curious about what kind of relationship I want, here's the description:
#1) I want the sense of secure and romance
#2) I won't care if my boyfriend is loaded or poor
#3) He has to be able to joke, but it comes to being serious he must know how to behave.
#4) Respect my family culture and tradition
#5) Must be able to know when to pamper me
#6) Have to think of the positive
#7) Love me for who I am
#8) Respect my dreams/ ideas
#9) Know when I'm serious about my dreams and when I'm joking about my dreams
#10) Know what's the right word to say when I'm down.
High expectations right? With all these expectations, I'll be a lone ranger. It doesn't matter much to me anymore.
posted by Glamerous @ 9:45 PM
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