My Love Life
I used to think that who you meet is a fate. Love is made in heaven. From the time you meet each other till the time you seperate. Its all predistinated. So I let love take its course, I belive that if we're meant to be, no matter how much round we go. We'll still end up together. Because of this logic, I lost someone I love.
My thinking and my view towards love changed. I never want to belive that love between a guy and a girl exist. I played and I regreted. Then, I met someone new. Someone who is willing to care for me. We've been together for more than one and a half year. He made me belive that love is still exist. With both our temper so bad, we struggled to maintance this relationship. We broke up and got back together a lot of time. Both faught and put in effort to maintan this relationship, but failed.
Through out the whole day, I feel very depressed and often ponders about our quarrels. I don't have the mood to work, but life have to go on. On my way home, I was still pondering about all the quarrels and why things will turn out this way. It came to my mind that both was at fault. My bad temper and my starboness is driving him up the wall. His short temper and nagging is driving me up the wall.. Soon I realised that there is nothing to cry or be sad about. I've fought and I did my best. I no longer wait for faith to plan my love. My curent relationship taught me a lot of things. As compared to my past relationship, I've fought my heart out for this relationship.
I believe that no matter what the out come will be, I've already done my best.
posted by Glamerous @ 8:09 PM
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