Being myself
Its tough. No matter what, I'm going to pull thru this obstacle. My greatest fear is to love someone whole-heartedly. I'm still trying to overcome my fears till now. I'm not going to give up. Life will be tough for me now that I'm alone, but I'll try my very best to live life to the fullest.Everything is painful. What's most painful is to see Facai. Knowing that his life will be super tough with me. Seeing him = seeing all the happy times that we spent together with his daddy. I think I need to overcome that. I wont reject him, but it reopens my wound. And the stress at work is not helping either.. I turn to liquor, wine and every other thing that could lessen my pain. Though its been some time le, my heart still ache and I still feel the pain.
His happily out there being making merry and not even want to visit his baobei Facai. His face matters more to him thn anything else in the world.
Well, all I can say is Thank you for the memory.
I wish u well.
posted by Glamerous @ 12:25 AM
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