Booked!
We file a notice on 25th Dec 08. Though it was not 12 mid-night(as planned at Itchy E lodge) but we still manage to do it in the late noon.
We've booked our dates and now, we are stress abt the house. With the stupid agent!!
Really pissed with her!!!!!!!
Done!
Knocked off early yesterday and "decided" to head to the nearest shopping mall (Amk Hub) to do some shopping for gift exchange.
Total spent: $25
Bought 2 doggie gifts for exchange and a guy gift for company's exchange.
All the presents are not wrapped yet.. They are still happily sitting in my living hall.
I'm super cash tight this year. Sorry guys. No presents this year. Just my well wishes..
Today is my gift wrapping day. Not sure if my 2 poochies are getting the christmas sprites?
Hmmm.... (stilling wondering)
Wat I want for X'mas
Wishlist:
- A shoulder to cry on
- Someone who'll just listen to my sorrows
- Ong lai me when i'm down
-Hoax me to bed n cover me when i'm asleep.
-Soul-mate tt we can talk abt e earth to e stars n never get bored.
Show me e Magic of X'mas..
Tell u liao right.
Its been super tough on me recently. Having to shoulder so many things n no one to talk to.
Now i think i understand how LZ felt at tt moment. I remembered clearly tt i couldn't get hold of him for 2 whole days. When LZ finally called n explained wat happened, first thing i said was..
"I TELL U LIAO LE RIGHT!!?" after exchanging a few blows, e line hung up.
I'm Sorry. This apologize n understanding was suppose to b said n acted years ago.
The first thing when you're released, u call me. All u wanted was my support.
I repented.. But it was time to accept my karma. In her debt tt i'm due.
I will not blame anymore. I will not whine. Even if it means to suffer silently.
ENUFF!!!
HOW YOU WANT ME TO BE UNDERSTANDING WHEN YOU JUST HIT ME IN THE FACE WITH YOUR WORDS!
WHY SHOULD I EVEN TELL YOU HOW I FEEL WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN TAKE IT INTO CONSIDERATION!
DO WHATEVER YOU WAN!
Hearing
What's the point of telling when you only hear?
What's the point of telling when end of the day I only give myself more problem?
What's the point of giving in willingly and get taken for granted?
What's the point of letting you know how I feel and realise how fragile our relationship can be?
What's the point of scraficing when you just want to break it when problem arises?
What's the point of making other's listen to your feelings when you don't listen to theirs?
What's the point of communicating when 2 person is trying make each other listen?
Day after day, I surround myself with positive quotes and think about them. Alter my miindset to be more understanding towards others. Time and again, when I need someone to listen to my feelings, I'm always alone. I always respect the different mindset of others, but why can't they respect mine? Being positive is not being naive. Being positive is not daydreaming.
"In our work and in our living, we must recognize that difference is a reason for celebration and growth, rather than a reason for destruction."
Why can't they understand?
Updates...
I'm so lazy to blog recently. Been visiting and visiting other's blog but simply too lazy to blog on my own.
Ytd's weather was WET. Hope it didn't ruin Enrica's R.O.M.
Ever since I'm back from China,
lotsa things to do. I'm beat.
Recession hit both of us. Looking for new job now.
Everyone's in bad mood. Even my parents. Stress & more Stress. The only thing that I look forward is X'mas party at Enrica's house.
Have to be extra spend thrift. Every penny counts!!
