s This Is Me: April 2009

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Speachless



It seems as if everything is about your worry and all. I know that you care, but why do you have to call me while I'm working just to vent your anger and hang up.


Do you know it affects my mood a lot.


I've already lost my freedom of speach around you, the freedom to doing as I please in our house.


What more did I say?



If you want to treat me the way you treated her, please go ahead. I'm speachless.


Though I'm unreasonable and crazy at times, but I'll try not to let you affect my mood.


Did you know that I feel very pressured with you around? You anger and your mood swings is very dependant on my reactions.


What you always do is just point fingers at others. (Ever Cross Your Mind That You Might Be Over-Reacting?)


Each time I talk to her, and we ever mentioned you. There is always a fear I sense.

I believe that I'm also experiencing what she is going thru.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Busy


Been pretty busy with our new house move in. Things done recently, painting works, furniture settled, fridge settled, microwave, washing machine, rice cooker, plates etc settled.


What's left now is to get cleaner to give the flat a scrub, find a auspious day to settle our alter table, thn the gods, and lastly the move in cermony..


Can't wait to move in!!


Gong xi and Fa cai have not been to their new house yet.. Coundn't wait till that day!!!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

One Of the Worst Day Ever


Morning, wanted to wear my fav Killer heels but realise that my dog(G*** X*) has ripped it.

Afternoon, quarreled with HIM because of additional electricity plug and tv point.
Been verbally Abused: With almost each ending conversation with a FUCK YOU! FUCK!


Argh!! I wonder how am I going to move in HIS amk house. Cause its under HIS name and HIS paying for it. So Technically, Its HIS house. Not Mine.


HOW I DREAD GOING BACK TO HIS AMK HOUSE!! ARGH!!!!