This Is Me: January 2008

Sterallization

Hi guys,

I've been debating with myself on wheather or not I sould sterallise my dog. Please drop me a comment and so that I can decide please..

eg. The reason that you would do it, and why won't you do it.

Good or bad, to me they are advise that will help me

Thank you...

What rose represents your love

Your Love Is Represented By a Red Rose

You love passionately and fully, without any reservations.

And while romantic love comes easily for you, you also love many people platonically.

You are a true romantic, and you always can see the best in people.

What Rose Represents Your Love?

What kind of first impression do you make?

You Make a Great First Impression

You can handle almost any social situation with grace, even the tricky ones.

Strangers often find you charming and interesting. You are often remembered fondly.

Even if you're not naturally outgoing, you can make conversation with anyone if you need to.

Whether you were born this way or had to work to get here, you are definitely charismatic.

You're popular and well liked. People definitely look forward to being around you.

Your social connections bring you a full and rich life. You understand how important it is to make a lasting impression.

What Kind of First Impression Do You Make?

Are you a snobby girl?

You Are A Little Snobby

And being a little snobby every once and a while is totally allowed.

Because if no one was ever snobby, no one would ever try to dress up or look pretty.

And while you do enjoy the finest things in life (that you can afford), you tire of superficiality.

You know there's more to life than what's just on the surface.

Are You a Snobby Girl?

Do you communicate like a man or a woman?

You Communicate Like a Man

When you communicate, you like to get to the point.

You're not afraid to say what's on your mind - and leave it at that.

Talking about your emotions drains you. You rather keep them to yourself.

You prefer solving problems to wallowing in your sorrows.

Do You Communicate Like a Man or a Woman?

No wonder i have so many guy friends...Wahahaha

How much pride do you have?

Your Pride Quotient: 39%

You're a little prideful, but nothing out of the norm.

Like everyone, you enjoy attention. But you're also good at sharing the spotlight!

How Much Pride Do You Have?

Are you a Good girl or a Bad girl?

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 40% Good and 60% Bad

Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.

But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

What kind of bride will you be?

You Will Be a Modern Bride!

While you aren't ready to throw away all wedding traditions, you want a wedding with a twist

You're more inspired by celebrity weddings on E! than from bridal magazines

Whether this means getting married on the beach barefoot or a mariachi band for the reception...

Your wedding will be a blend of old and new - white dress cocktail, personalized vows, whatever suites you!!!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be?

What type of Ex are you?

You Are A Guilty Ex

You weren't the greatest to your ex, and you admit it.

And now your remorse is keeping you up at night...

While feeling a little remorse is good, your guilt is preventing you from moving on

What Type of Ex Are You?

Are you a girl or woman?

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.

You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.

You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.

This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

What kind of girlfriend are you?

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!

Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.

If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.

You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

How's your attitude?

Your Attitude is Better than 60% of the Population

You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

How's Your Attitude?

Are you an easy girl?

Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy

You're definitely a flirt - and a good one.

But you also know that you shouldn't make a move on any cute guy who passes by.

You save your seductive moves for someone who already knows the real you.

That way, your sex appeal is just part of the whole package.

Are You An Easy Girl?

Ace of the Hearts

You Are Very Sexy

Damn! You are one hot number. You have a lot of sex appeal.

You know you're sexy, and you're not afraid to put it all out there.

And while you're very appealing, you're careful not to be trashy or over the top.

Sexy is all about attitude. And you totally have the attitude that people love.

How You Are Sexy

You feel gorgeous, and you always try to look your best. You make the best of what you've got. Totally sexy!

You keep your body fit and healthy, and that's hot. Plus, sweating is also sexy!

You are flirtatious and fun with most people. You know how to keep things light, friendly, and sexy.

You are secure in social situations, and you definitely have a confident vibe. And that's very sexy.

Are You Sexy?

Being myself

Its tough. No matter what, I'm going to pull thru this obstacle. My greatest fear is to love someone whole-heartedly. I'm still trying to overcome my fears till now. I'm not going to give up. Life will be tough for me now that I'm alone, but I'll try my very best to live life to the fullest.

Everything is painful. What's most painful is to see Facai. Knowing that his life will be super tough with me. Seeing him = seeing all the happy times that we spent together with his daddy. I think I need to overcome that. I wont reject him, but it reopens my wound. And the stress at work is not helping either.. I turn to liquor, wine and every other thing that could lessen my pain. Though its been some time le, my heart still ache and I still feel the pain.

His happily out there being making merry and not even want to visit his baobei Facai. His face matters more to him thn anything else in the world.

Well, all I can say is Thank you for the memory.

I wish u well.

Everyday

Everyday is a new starting point. A kind of starting point where we learn things and gain experiences. Since the last time, I learnt to look at things from a positive side. This time I learnt never to give up. Life and love is tough. No one can really understand what it is and what it contains. The best way is to not give up and make the best out of everything.. hehe

Life is mine, I walk it myself. I would never blame anyone for I am today. No matter how tough it is. I will stand by me. =)

My Love Life

I used to think that who you meet is a fate. Love is made in heaven. From the time you meet each other till the time you seperate. Its all predistinated. So I let love take its course, I belive that if we're meant to be, no matter how much round we go. We'll still end up together. Because of this logic, I lost someone I love.

My thinking and my view towards love changed. I never want to belive that love between a guy and a girl exist. I played and I regreted. Then, I met someone new. Someone who is willing to care for me. We've been together for more than one and a half year. He made me belive that love is still exist. With both our temper so bad, we struggled to maintance this relationship. We broke up and got back together a lot of time. Both faught and put in effort to maintan this relationship, but failed.

Through out the whole day, I feel very depressed and often ponders about our quarrels. I don't have the mood to work, but life have to go on. On my way home, I was still pondering about all the quarrels and why things will turn out this way. It came to my mind that both was at fault. My bad temper and my starboness is driving him up the wall. His short temper and nagging is driving me up the wall.. Soon I realised that there is nothing to cry or be sad about. I've fought and I did my best. I no longer wait for faith to plan my love. My curent relationship taught me a lot of things. As compared to my past relationship, I've fought my heart out for this relationship.

I believe that no matter what the out come will be, I've already done my best.

This Is Me

Wednesday, January 30, 2008